Lyrics & Chords

Floodwaters

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House of Wax

House of wax, melting down
look out for what you're making, you're making
you're making a mess and they're making fools

Policy, of shooting first
these are questions for later, for later
we're getting sad and we're getting sick

Apparently, they can't hear
the anger in our voices, in our voices
even though we're singing out loud

Some of us, we're not just yelling
we're asking with our hearts and with our eyes
but they won't listen to us

So I'm leaving here
yeah I'm packing up
and I don't understand how you can stay here

I'm moving on
with my own ideals
and I don't understand how you can stand for this

Different ways of life may drive me from you
but I know that we're both fighting for our
Lives that are not nailed down
we're still moving around

Would it be unreasonable?

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Note to Self: More Letters

Chords (capo 2nd fret)
e|----2----3----3----0----|
B|----3----3----3----3----|
G|----2----0----0----0----|
D|----0----0----2----2----|
A|----0----2----3----2----|
E|----x----3----X----0----|
      D    G    C    Em

D               G
I should really write more letters
         C               Em       D
and if I hope to remember, any of this
     D               G
then I should really take more photos
          C                     Em              D
and go to all the shows just to be with all of you
    D                 G
and I should spare no effort top tell you
        C                  Em                   D
exactly how I love you and how you've impacted me

        G          Em         D
because I will not be here forever
   G            Em        D 
in fact I'll be gone this year
    G               Em           D
and I won't take my chances with memory, it's failed me
   G              Em      D
so please leave a mark on me

D                           G
this morning I decided that I will never sleep in
    Em                                   D
and I will never drive when I can use my legs
   D                            G
it hit me for the first time today that we are leaving
    Em                        D
and there will be no more repetition of our ways

   D
so let's sew this fabric so tight
          G
though we know that distance may cut it
    Em
and we'll just leave these channels open
          D
and we'll hope

     D
that there will be brighter days
    G
and we can always come home
    Em
and if we meet again I am sure we'll be friends
          D
and we'll have this behind us we'll have our foundation

G              Em           D
so look at our footprints receding
     G         Em          D
they scare the hell out of me
      G         Em           D
and I know I'll choke when I say that I miss you
     G        Em          D
even though I have yet to leave

   G           Em           D
so look at our footprints receding
    G                Em          D
but don't take them in the wrong way
G                   Em       D
look at where we've been and how fast we were running
    G                Em         D
our shadows will not catch us today

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Recent Archeology

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Seeing Up

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Waste

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One Million Things To Do

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Muscle Memory

There's salt on my skin and there's dirt in my hair
and there's grapefruit drying on my fingernails
there is so much sugar still left on my lips
and I'm trying my hardest to keep my hands busy

you warm hand pressed between two of mine
I am finding the muscles I'm testing your digits
but my nervous habits won't work all alone
so I'm finding new ways to satisfy

counting every kiss I would lay on your skin
is math that doesn't mean anything anymore
I've found a spot where the river runs deeper
it's cold and it's clear and I wish you could be here

sharing a rock underneath the sharp sharp sun
let the water rise up and wash these feelings out of me

well it tasted it tasted like salt and it tasted like blood
it hurt like a tattoo I never wanted to fade
and I thought I would fight
as hard as anything

and I'll tell myself that if I drown in music
or two wheel on asphalt that I'd still be happy
but I turned and listened
singing things are bad, singing things are bad

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Stolen Laughter

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Birds and Bombs

Chords
e|----3----3----0----2----|
B|----3----3----3----3----|
G|----0----0----0----2----|
D|----0----2----2----0----|
A|----2----3----2----0----|
E|----3----x----0----X----|
      G    C    Em   D

G                     C
bomb bay doors over a quilt of a town
G                   C
say hi bluebird and say hi robbin who
G                   C
dive dive dive dive dive dive down, and
G                       C
watch the bombs as they fall to the 

Em
ground, and are swallod by an
G
explosion of light and heat and sound that
D
feels like the trains that
C
pass by every

G                 C 
day by day what's left is getting smaller
G                            C
tree limbs get blown off and houses get hollow
G                            C
there are no shelters, there are no supplies
G                            C
birds sit and sing while the history dies and the

Em
dust, settles in the
G
streets there's some new condos built last week and the
D
trains feel louder and
C
faster than they ever have before

G C G C G C Em D

G                                   Em
riding through the streets, at four am
                    C 
there are, only two sounds
                 D               C 
an air conditioner, left on overnight
        G                     Em
and the birds, who exalt, the rising sun
            C                             D               C
but get confused by the clouds reflecting New York City's light

        G                     C 
and the bomb bay doors over a quilt of a town
G                 C
open up in such a welcoming manner
        G                    C  
and the birds who dive dive dive dive down
D                  C
smash their little bodies
D                  C
smash their little bodies
D                  C                         G
smash their little bodies as bombs in to the ground

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Big City

Chords
e|----3----3----0-------0----3----|
B|----1----1----1-------1----1----|
G|----0----2----2-------0----0----|
D|----2----3----0-------0----0----|
A|----3----0----0-------2----2----|
E|----x----x----x-------X----3----|
      C    F    D7sus2  Em7  G


C F C F (alternating open/3rd fret on high e string)

C
driving far to the big city
F
met your friend, thought you looked pretty
C                          F
sleeping still on the long ride home

C
listening to the same tape play back
F
getting bored with all these set backs
C          F
I want you alone

D7sus2 C  F                 C D7sus2
to set me free from the way I feel
D7sus2 C  F
about the rest of the world and

C        F (alternating open/3rd fret on high e string)
worn old tapes
          C                 F
inside my car never sounded so good
C           F
no worn old tapes
          C                 F
inside my car never sounded so good

D7sus2 C F C D7sus2 C F

       C 
when I found out that those tapes were loosing
F
power over speakers moving
C              F
sweet music to our ears

C
I set that car aflame and
F
pushed the entire burning frame
  C                        F
into that lake set up upon the hill

D7sus2 C  F                 C D7sus2
to set me free from the way I feel
D7sus2 C  F
about the rest of the world and

C        F (alternating open/3rd fret on high e string)
worn old tapes
          C                 F
inside my car never sounded so good
C           F                 C
and I'm not one, to do what's right
                 F
when I know that I should
C        F
worn old tapes
          C                 F
inside my car never sounded so good
C           F                 C
and I'm not one, to do what's right
            F
even for me own good

   C
So I will play these songs for you
  F
even if it's just living rooms in
C                                 F
hope that you will take them with you too
  C
because I know, when you part
     F
that it will just be the start
   C
of long days alone without a tune

D7sus2 C F C D7sus2 C F

C F C F (alternating open/3rd fret on high e string)

Em7 G

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Dynamite

Chords
e|---0----0----0----1----3----0----|
B|---1----1----1----1----3----0----|
G|---0----2----2----2----0----3----|
D|---2----0----2----3----0----2----|
A|---3----0----0----3----2----2----|
E|---x----x----x----x----3----0----|
     C    Em7  Am   F    G    E

Intro Melody
e|---------------------------------|
B|---------------------------------|
G|---------------------------------|
D|----0-------0-------0-------0----|
A|--2---2-2-2---2-2-0---0-0-0---0-0|
E|-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-|

e|---------------------------------|
B|---------------------------------|
G|---------------------------------|
D|---0-------0---------------------|
A|-2---2-2-2---2-2-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-0-|
E|0-0-0-0-0-0-0-0-0 0 0 0 0 0 0 2--|


C Em7 Am F
C Em7 Am F

C               Em7
You're dynamite, and laser beam and
Am              F           Em7  C
I wanna smuggle you, across statelines
C                Em7
I'll set you off, in a public place
Am            F                            G
and watch the crowd's joy coming out their face
      E       F        C
woah oh, woah oh, woah oh
G     E       F        C
woah oh, woah oh, woah oh

C              Em7
you're gasoline, and wedding rice
Am        F                  C
puppy dog tails and cinnamon spice
C                Emt     Am
I'll turn you on, in the mall
              F                        G
and watch the cops lose control of it all
      E       F        C
woah oh, woah oh, woah oh
G     E       F        C
woah oh, woah oh, woah oh

(repeat intro melody)

C              Em7                           Am
And Philadelphia will burn down one of these days
                           F            C    G    C
you'll be the only one who makes it and I'll know why

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Clear The Walls

Chords
e|----0----0------0----1----3----0----|
B|----1----1------1----1----3----0----|
G|----0----0------2----2----0----3----|
D|----2----0------2----3----0----2----|
A|----3----2------0----3----2----2----|
E|----x----x------x----x----3----0----|
      C    Dsus7  Am   F    G    E

C               Dsus7
Move it all out clear the walls
Am                       G
paint the floor and then move it back in and
C                 Dsus7
make it look like someone could
Am      G
live in here
C              Dsus7
pack a box and empty those shelves and
Am                     G
sort it out and do you really need these
C              Dsus7
I won't know until
Am     G
we are gone

C
because Saturday we're selling
    F
and I don't think we'll be buying
C                       Dsus7 Am G
anything that will feel familiar
C
Saturday we're selling
    F
and I don't think I'll be buying
C                           Dsus7 Am G
anything like this on the other coast

C             Dsus7
like my bike, or my friends
Am              G
or these books, or that photograph
C          Dsus7
you packed in a box
Am                G
with your letters and the envelopes

C
that your drew on
     F
well that's something that I love
    C
and that's something that I don't want
Dsus7 Am   
to forget
C
someone that I trust
    F
and someone that inspires me once
C
told me in her time of need
      Dsus7 Am G
these kind words

C                      Dsus7 Am
she said spring is singing for you
      G                 F
and I hope that you can hear it
         C                   Dsus7 Am
she said spring is coming into bloom
      G                 F
and I hope that you can see it

C
because sometimes my head gets stuck up
F                              C
in the clouds and everything below me
                Dsus7 Am G
looks just like a model
C
I want this to bring me
F
back down and slap me around and
C                                 Dsus7 Am G
make me look at the trees from underneath

    C         Dsus7
and if I have soil
    Am        G
and if I have sky
    C                   Dsus7
and if I have water and if I have trees
     Am                   G
then I will take root and I will breath

  C       Dsus7 Am G Dsus7 F
a sigh of relief
  C       Dsus7 Am G Dsus7 F C
a sigh of relief

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Dressed In Orange

Leaning back in his chair
with a pile of orange peels in his lap
his fingers smell like the oils
and if it gets in his eyes he'll cry
but she was delicious

what of these fruits with no seeds
what do they come from anyway
a tree that never dies
well this is what history would taste
and she was so delicious

and I love these oranges
and I love these oranges to death

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Said Letters

I just sold my car
and letters can only 
travel so far in what they say
and I'm feeling so alone out here
so why didn't I stay

these rules are made for breaking
I know it can be done
my best friends are making
their lives the only ones
that they could ever live in
I wish I was so strong
but I just fall to pieces
falling in a song

and if I play my guitar any louder
then you won't be able to hear my words
and if that keeps us from crying
then I guess it works

behind these six string there's a body
aching to come home
behind every letter there are my words
I wish nobody ever had to go

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January

She asked me how I was feeling
and all that came to mind
was that most wonderful feeling
when we hung out, for the last time

and I answered honestly
it feels fucking great
being able to talk to you like your next to me
and not three thousand miles away

and I can't wait for January
and January will get the best of me
and I can't wait to see the snow again
to back in town and feel at home
and see what's grown of my best friends

these three months may seem longer
than anything else in the almanac
and I've pulled leaves from everything new here
it comforts me the child

and if I'm getting a hold on this
then I'm applauding off stage
when I would rather be drinking hot chocolate
and feeling free staring and sharing two couches

and I can't wait for January
and January will get the best of me
no I don't want to think about October
and fuck November, and fuck December too
I miss you

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I-80

when the blue ridge mountains fill the horizon
I will know I'm not far from home
a yellow painted lines weaves back and forth on the pavement
it is broken, but will lead me back to you

how many gallons of gasoline and roadside diners
will it take to fuel me on my way
five days out and I'm running dry
almost home, and almost by your side

and all I want is the time
to sit by you and watch somebody else traveling by
and all I'll ask is if you're mine

when the blue ridge mountains fade from view
I'll feel their weight, we'll both be blue
a yellow painted line weaves back and forth on the pavement
it's sympathetic, and we're both broken

how many gallons of gasoline and roadside diners
will I forsake if I forget your face
five days out and I'm running dry
too far from home, I wonder if you feel that too

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Lessons

Not much for me to say that I haven't said before
you're always on my thoughts and, what's more
I can't stand you. I can't stand you.
On my mind like thoughts of dying, I demand you.

If I've said it once I've said it twice, it bears repeating;
we are what we make and we are made of what we're eating.
And I can't stand you, I can't stand you.
But like the taste of sour grapes, I demand you.

And, this time
I think I've had enough
And this time
I think I'm running out of luck.

The moon glowing orange was, hanging low
like citrus fruit when the branch starts to bow,
I can't stand you. I can't stand you.
Sleepless and in denial, I demand you.

There was a fire inside of me and I'm pretty sure
that if you looked inside of me you wouldn't concur.
You'd say it's dark and it's red and it's wet,
then you'd sew me up.
As if my heart sill beating
wasn't enough.

And this time
I think I'm running out of luck.
And, this time
I think I've had enough

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Modest Musings

it's the modest musing of a modern mouse
puts pen to paper the analogy of a house
to a head that's filled from all sides
from all sides and can't quite explain
why the internal turning tape doesn't recognize
that words are work, all these apologies and lies
that hit our heads from all sides
from all sides and can't quite explain it

and it's a stay-at-home kind of day
right for self destruction
and I don't know hot to relate
i'm just a new thing that's broken
What was your high today
let me tell you about my low
and I don't know how to relate
but you can tell me which way to go

Useless claws, like a cat walking among sheep
Resilient love, like plastic in the sea
I don't know, maybe I'm right
but I hope not, I hope not

it's just the modest musing of a modern mouse
puts pen to paper the analogy of a house
to a head that's filled from all sides
from all sides and can't quite explain
why the internal turning tape doesn't recognize
that words are work, all these apologies and lies
that hit our heads from all sides
from all sides and can't quite explain it

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Pieces

Verse1
C
that night I felt like shit
C               Am
i was still tearing myself to pieces
        F           C       G   C
and when I thought of what you said it made it all feel worse
        F       C           G           C
the facts still remained they were descending like a curse

Chorus
F          C             G                      C
my legs broke free they were heading to the west
as my heart beat beat beat its way out of my chest
my hands went numb I lost my fingers and my thumbs
        F                G     F               C
and I was left with only the rest,   what a mess

Verse 2
my friends helped me to find
the wire and screws and twine to put me back together
when I found out what you did it somehow made me feel better
my head found itself back on my shoulders

Chorus
and my hands were re-connected to the ends
of my long long arms that started working again
i found my legs in motion they were limping toward the ocean
but thankfully they both had been broken in
where'd they been?

Bridge
F             C      G       F  
so I will pretend, that we can still be friends
F                  C            G           C
but like Kimya Dawson said I'll wind up crushed out in the end
F                       C             G      F  
but that doesn't matter much to me anymore, anymore
F                C                    G        F        C
when I put myself back together I left my heart on the floor

Chorus
and my hands were re-connected to the ends
of my long long arms that started working again
i found my legs in motion they were limping toward the ocean
but thankfully they both had been broken in
where'd they been?

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Skeptic

Take a picture it lasts longer
that's what he says
but he wishes he was stronger
just wants to stay in bed

He's got a bad idea of a good time
or studies show
oh oh
And I'm not skeptical anymore
the fires keep burning
we don't know what for
oh oh

There are four ways to count
there are three ways to read
there are two things that he needs
to eat and breath

but he's lost his appetite
and the air's just not there
oh oh
and I don't understand anymore
the fires keep burning
we don't know what for
oh oh

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Spider In My Window

spider in my window
standing on your web so still
are you watching me or are you
starving

you've made your thin home
both in shadow and in sun
you retreat within where I know
but I can't see

how little you need
would you last forever
pulling food from the air
if I pulled the shade

you're too small to see you shrink
to dust one day
you're far too small

spider in my window
tell me what you've seen
am I finding grace or am I
starving

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You For Me

Verse 1
C             G
lay down on the couch, not that
C         F
couch I meant this one, lay down by
C         G 
me it's so hot and I'm already
Am          F
sleeping

Verse 2
your skin is cool like the
breeze like your breath through the
trees I hear you talking to
me

Verse 3
i try to smile at people I
pass, some look on and some smile
back, but none of them have what I
need

F           C
there's only you for me

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Lullaby

I said I'm sorry, I'm sorry for what happened
I didn't see thje other car and now you're bleeding from your
head, from your head, from your head
I said I was sorry

so lay down your head
lay down your head
so lay down your head
lay it down

the ambulance will be here soon and when it come it will
play for you a little song the one that goes
wee oo, wee oo, wee oo
that's how it goes

so don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes

and I'll shake you, shake you if you go to rest
I don't want to die alone and so I think it's for the
best, for the best, for the best
if we stick together

with your hand in mine
you hand in mine
your hand held tight in mine
held tight in mine

I said I love you, I love you but you've gone cold
the only things that's worse than death is the thought that you'd
go, that you'd go, that you'd go
and never know

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Growing Boy

Verse 1
E |----------------------------------------|
B |----------------------------------------|
G |--9----------------------------7--------|
D |--9----------------------------7--------|
A |--7----------------------------5--------|
E |--0----------------------------0--------|
an affiliation of bone muscle and cord

E |----------------------------------------|
B |----------------------------------------|
G |--------------6--------------------8----|
D |--------------7--------------------9----|
A |--------------7--------------------9----|
E |--------------0--------------------0----|
a heart beats unaware for no limb, no love

E |----------------------------------------|
B |----------------------------------------|
G |---------9---------------------------6--|
D |---------9---------------------------7--|
A |---------7---------------------------7--|
E |---------0---------------------------0--|
the whole communicating only hunger and debt

E |----------------------------------------|
B |----------------------------------------|
G |-7-------6------------9-------------1---|
D |-7-------7------------9-------------2---|
A |-5-------7------------7-------------2---|
E |-0-------0------------0-------------0---|
but I'm not listening anymore

Chorus
E |----------------------------------------|
B |----------------------------------------|
G |--6-------1-----------8-----------------|
D |--7-------2-----------9-----------------|
A |--7-------2-----------9-----------------|
E |--5-------0-----------7-----------------|
when you ask me for what won't be the last time today
when are you going to come home?
with your eyes that cut through me like a ghost in the way
and your voice as low as a thunder roll

Verse 2
the summer comes from behind like an old friend you'd forgotten
and you can't trust
anything he says nowadays
the cottonwood chaff floats down and
it reminds me of snowfall
but this California
we'll have none of that here

Chorus
when you ask me for what won't be the last time today
when are you going to come home?
with your eyes that cut through me like a ghost in the way
and your voice as low as a thunder roll

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Foreign Language Appreciation

You really know how to make me
shake from my fingers to my toes
maybe I don't know how to stand
and, down I go
and I'm satisfied telling you
how I feel like something's gonna break


you really know how to make me hungry
from my stomach to my little teeth
like I haven't fed in days
and all I smell is meat
and I'm satisfied telling you
how you're the only thing I can taste

and there's still time before
the cities turn red
and there's still time before
we go to bed

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Good Please

it's a pain deep in my chest
keeps me from moving
deeper than the rest
keeps me from speaking

and you wouldn't know
from looking
and you wouldn't know

sharpen the knife
I'll need it for later
if you leave your wife
to chase the dumb waiter

and you didn't know
what I had cooking
and you didn't know
that you weren't looking

forgive my mistake
I don't think we've met
though I may look used
I feel like a new wreck

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Let’s Go Swimming

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Hi, Hi

you've gotta let me start over

because sometimes
I get a little scared
and sometimes
I feel ill prepared
and sometimes

my arms don't
do what they should and
my chest doesn't
feel so good and
my head has
nothing to say for itself
so I guess it seems
I have nothing to say

but please
don't let that fool you
I only get
this way when I'm near you
and all I want

is to find out
the things you like and
to learn you
like riding a bike and
just maybe
if things turn out
you'll se it my way
and thing we could hang out

so please
you've gotta let me start over

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Identify 1

waking up from a dream
thinking that I was three other people
for the rest of the day
i couldn't see what was in front of me
and I'll ask you now
did you have a good night last night
as always
you sing as always

you sing oh yes
sing yes yes yes yes
you sing oh yes
yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes

so you give me that look
like I've asked a stupid question
but I know you just
need some time to realize
if we're just the flesh
then there's no need for the incorporeal
no more promises of threats of what will happen when we die

so scream oh no
oh no no no no
scream oh no
oh no no no no no no no no etc.

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These Days

There are holes, in my sheets, they don't stop me from sleeping.
There are holes, in my teeth, they don't stop me from speaking.
No they don't, no they don't.
So I do, so I do, so I do.

There are days when I, will play along.
There are ways that I, will do you wrong.
Through my words and through my work,
try to affect a reduction of harm.

And I've been feeling out of body these days.
And I've been feeling out of my mind these days.
I've been feeling awful out of body these days.
And I've been going out of my mind.

Based on what we know of particles that go
in straight line trajectories they'll bend around the heavy things
but really there's uncertainty the same kind for you and me
and I can't trust, in anything,
and I can't say, anything.

I'm trying to learn, how to think,
and I'm trying to learn, how to speak.
Neurons fire concordantly,
like flames onboard a ship sinking into the sea.

And I've been feeling out of body these days.
And I've been going out of my mind these days.
And I've been feeling awfully out of body these days.
And I said I've been going awfully out of my mind these days. these days

Based on what we know of particles that go
in straight line trajectories they'll bend around the heavy things
but really there's uncertainty the same kind for you and me
and I can't say anything.

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Counting

You remind me
you, you warned
there are five reasons to leave
there are five reasons to leave

I've been feeling
much smaller lately
there are four reasons to grow
there are four reasons to grow

And I don't want to
hear them
And I don't want to
fear them

Don't go on
don't move along
there are three reasons to stay
there are three reasons to stay

I've been hungry
for lovers lately
your two arms fit well around me
your two arms fit well around me

And I don't want to
feel them
And I don't want to
fear them

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Yuri

Oh Yuri
did you get the leather
in your hands
from your father?

Oh Yuri
did you get the music
in your throat
from your mother?

Oh Yuri
did you get to say goodbye?
Oh Yuri
did you get to say goodbye?

It must have been the
loudest thing
and the motherland hears, the motherland knows
when her son is a'flying above her
It must have been the
loudest thing

Oh Yuri,
did you blame the radio
when they called for you to come home

Oh Yuri
could you blame them for the show
the medals around your neck

Oh Yuri they'll ask did you see
any god up there
Oh Yuri 
don't spoil the show

And it must have been the
loudest thing
and the motherland hears, the motherland knows
when her son is a'flying above her
It must have been the
loudest thing

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Song for Brother

the last time
i wanted to hurt you
it was snowing
in upstate

the last time
I told you that
you were the best for me
well I don't remember

that's a damn shame
someone ought to remind you

dear brother
how old were we
when we learned
how to swim

i was so scared
the only thing
i could do
was jump in

with you
that's how it's always been

now I find
with you so far
it gets hard
to see

but I still feel
that it's true
that you
are the best for me

and I
feel so very lucky

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Thunder, Lightning

As I remember it started off quiet,
I rode my bike to your house
in the dark, and in the lightning.

When I got there you were all wrapped up
in a blanket and movie, and everything looking
so airtight.

And we stood on your front porch and watched the sky break wide.
When the rain came rolling in I was by your side.
And as the last best storm of the summer
finally hit its stride,
all my little problems, they fell aside.

All the songs that I sang for you, well
I must admit, they were never mine, never mind.
Though you'd sit, and you'd listen while
I'd play, and I'd choke up
on words that would serve me so much better if I,
ever spoke up.

And when I said it was raining,
well I really meant to say it was pouring.
And when I said goodbye,
I meant to say that I loved you that I'd always love you as
the last best storm of the summer
finally hit its stride,
all my little problems,
all these little problems,
you my little problem,
you fell aside.

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Little Love Song

If I wrote you a letter but never sent it
would you still write back to me
if I wrote you a love song but never played it
would you sing along on the second refrain

no I don't expect you would how could you
but that's just what I need

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Collider

I'm drinking out of jars again I've learned a loving job again
but friend you say "you've got a long way to go
and If I'm a liar then you are alone"

how old do you need to be to know you love your family
how come every time you ask "is everything alright?"
you look at me like nothing is alright

and once a week you'll call me and I'll confide
that I feel week and hungry without you by my side
so let's collide let's collide

the curious sensation of being alone again
am I surprised that nothing feels the same
since you've rattled my frame

this bed of mine is lacking that which you so kindly provide
your warmth your hips your smell and your lips
how can I hope to survive

and once a week you'll call me and I'll confide
that I feel week and hungry without you by my side
so let's collide let's collide
and once a week you'll call me and I'll confide
that I feel week and hungry without you by my side
so let's collide let's collide

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Little While

???

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Sit On Hands

I'm just ashamed of the letters that I write in my head
The sweet little nothings that I wish I had said.
But you don't want to read them so I don't want to write them down.

Sitting on my hands and biting my lip
Regretting your song that I learned on my trip
When you sang, "I don't think, that you miss me too."
But I do, but I do.

These are the words that I don't want you to hear
I miss you and it hurts when you're around me, but I can't get near
If I show it you might share it and that's what I really fear
One lonely person's only half as sad as a pair

I'm sorry I felt so familiar so fast, was 
So forward with you with my bent and my past.
Sometimes at night, I don't really know how to speak

Yes I know that you need to catch up on your sleep
Circumstances allow for so few warming things
I don't think I'd waste your time, but what do I know

I swore to myself, wouldn't play any my songs for you
When I'm feeling vengeful that's the worst I can do
But instead I'm all open, inviting anything through
Symptomatic, I'm so badly into you

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Nested

We're still asleep as the morning wakes
the world turns and, trees shake
but we've got a nest of
cotton and chocolate and fruit

and the world looking in says
what'll they do
I'll tell you, I'll tell you
I'll tell you, I'll tell you

We hide our shoes underneath our feet
but the, truth comes out likes babies teeth
no, we don't worry
we've got boxes for them too

and the world looking in says
what'll they do
I'll tell you, I'll tell you
I'll tell you, I'll tell you

We take what's good and we
break it down
three parts salt water
mix it around with
what's fast and what's cheap
and what's smart, and what's new

and if that doesn't hold
nothing will do
and if that doesn't hold
nothing will do
I'll tell you, I'll tell you
I'll tell you, I'll tell you

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Out Of Water

and what sucks the most
is having no
idea

and what hurts the worst
is knowing it's out there
and you can't have it now

and what feels the best
is not looking forwards
'cause then you're just missing out

you're loosing count
as numbers run backwards
and voices get drowned

out in the tides
in the tides
out in the tides of march

you've got a plan
we've all got plans
but you've got a backup plan

it's not coming out
it's not giving in
it's not having anything

to lose in the tides
in the tides
out in the tides of march

watch out for the undertow 
of the tides
of the tides
of the tides of march

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Drink Deep

Verse
Am                  Am
No Coffee never did right by my tongue
Am                       E
it brings back the taste of words I've said, and wrongs I've done
       F                C              Em7      Am
and the tea that you sent me will always brew up blood red
  Am        E           Am
I take it as a sign of things to come

Chorus
F   F        C     Em7 Am
    Together we drink deep
    Am          E            Am
We're born with a hole inside that wants to feed

Verse 2
Hot apple cider recalls to me
a city with a sister, both born of the sea
and they two share an affliction, the beating of their hearts
traffic coursing through their veins will someday come to a halt
and the tide washing into their harbors
will stain it all blood red
you and I watch the end of the world before we go to bed

together we drink deep
we live with a hole inside we work to feed

verse 3
on this last evening
you suggest to me
that the color of love flowing thick through the world
may be all that we need
now I don't mean to divide us
but I must disagree
the blood it comes from someone
we can't see

together we drink deep
and we'll die with a hole inside we fail to feed

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Bless the Humble Chlorophyll

I've heard some sing
"when it rains it pours"
but when you cry I can't imagine
anymore, ever coming out
so lets put down our guards
and fight it out

It feels like it's been years
since anything new
grew in this town
and as records will indicate
it starts in the underground

Driving up from Florida
rainstorms come and rainstorms go
but they don't, wash out the road
and when we find somewhere new
we know good things are gonna grow

Our face in the sun
we turn it into sugar
our face in the sun
we turn it in to sugar
our face in the sun
we turn it in to sugar
our face in the sun

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Clementine

???

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Basement

I remember
falling asleep on a basement couch
in the middle of the summer in your parents house
I woke with a start wet with our shared sweat
and I went for a walk and I tried to forget
the feeling of you in my arms
the feeling of you in my arms

so I rearranged the verbs
and I struck out all the nouns
but the feeling stayed with me
though I double-crossed the T's
and I didn't dot the I's
the feelings still followed me around

early in the morning when I had to leave
and you stole that car or at least borrowed the keys
I felt I'd done good or at least not done harm
as I drew my fingertips up your arm
felt your skin as you drove me away
felt your skin as you drove me away

so I rearranged the verbs
and I struck out all the nouns
but the feeling stayed with me
though I double-crossed the T's
and I didn't dot the I's
but the feeling still followed me around

and the first time I tried to kiss you I told you I felt wrong
but the second time I kissed you I was already gone
and in the days turned weeks turned months turned years
the feelings persisted and now reappears
the feeling of you in my arms
the feeling of you in my arms

so I rearrange the verbs
and I strike out all the nouns
but the feeling stays with me
though I double-cross the T's
and I don't dot the I's
but the feeling still follows me
around
around
around
and it gets me down

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Goodnight Boston

Having trouble sleeping
Imagine you were by my side
& all the things we'd talk about
Until we both got tired

Tell me about your day
I'll tell you what I've read
Tell me what you've seen
I'll tell you what I've said

Or we don't have to talk at all

Falling asleep in Boston, I am

I don't really know you
But I think you're kind
& I think we'd get along
If we were given time

So lay your head down next to mine

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Home Sewn to Bone

there's a feeling of home 
that is sewn to each of our bones
it makes no difference where we sleep
but secretly I'm waiting very very patiently
until the day that I can set me free

like the summer
my days will carry the heat
and if you're still on your own
maybe, you'd come along with me

I've been trying to earn some discipline
some truth to my words
it's taking me a while I'll admit
give it four more years or so
see if anything, anything sticks
or maybe I'll just up and quit

and move up north
to be just another warm body
and if you're still feeling cold
maybe, you'd come along with me

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Thirsty Me

recently I've started liking tea 
but I drank it all
and there's no one to blame but thirsty me

who started liking you
when you called me
late last year in the fall

and I can't help but fear
that something will go wrong
I'll sing the wrong refrain
and end this song

that would be so like me
to ruin something nice
just looking for a poetic device

to wrap around my head
to keep it nice warm and sharp
and I'll pay the price

as I am always striking out
just when I am falling in
I guess it's like a game
that I don't know to win

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Shadow

G                    Am
today I followed my shadow home from work
   C                G
it stopped at the grocery and the bookstore
G                       Am
and made its way downtown where it met up with a few of my friends
    D            D7          G
and I watched from a doorway as they talked

C         G
my shadow doesn't stumble
C       G
it slides so easily
Am      D7
it never eats alone
        G
preferring company

saw my shadow leaving last night
it rode of with the girl in the dirty white dress
and it stole my fucking bike, of course it didn't take any lights
so I stayed up all night, just sick with freight

but my shadow doesn't choke
no it speaks so easily
its voice, I swear it's a river
so wide and so deep
No I don't think my shadow needs me

this morning when I woke up my shadow was sewn back to my feet
but something was different in the way it fell
its edges were sharper, and it's darkness was so much more deep
something must have happened when I was asleep

but my shadow never tells me
of anything it's done
leaving it up to my
imagination

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Learn a Skill

Chords (capo 3rd fret)
e|----0----1----0----0----3----1----0----|
B|----3----1----1----1----3----0----0----|
G|----0----2----0----2----0----0----1----|
D|----2----3----0----2----0----0----2----|
A|----3----3----2----0----2----2----2----|
E|----x----1----X----x----3----3----0----|
      C    F    Em7  Am   G    G7   E


     C
Well I've read lots of books about
                               F
the way the world works really small
    C
and I've read lots of books that tell me
                    Em7  Am
pretty soon, we all will fall
    C                 
but none of this will do me any good
             F
if I can't remember
      C      G        F
I'm a person with two hands
      C      G      F
I'm a person with a head
      C      G    F
I'm a person with air in my lungs
    C           G7              C
and lots to get done before I'm dead


C
looking out of my window
                                   F
where someone told me it was gonna rain
       Am                   G
well I guess that someone's wrong again
    C
I'm barefoot in the kitchen
              Em7        Am
ready to move on with the day
       G
I'm taking everything I need
        F            G                  C
that is three square meals and a silver ring
        F            G                  C
that is three square meals and a silver ring


    Am      E       F        C
And I would work so hard for you }x4

C
I'm gonna build you something real
                              F
something I can shape with my hands
    Am               G
but first I need to learn a skill
          C
I'm gonna make you something nice
                         Em7  Am
something that you won't ever find
       G
if you looked for years
    F                G              C
but forgive me if it takes a little time
    F                G              C
but forgive me if it takes a little time

   Am     E       F        C
Oh I will work so hard for you }x4

C Em7 Am E F G C }x4

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Headed South

well the North West is a magnet
and the East Coast for me it's just a big mess
and when my mood starts headed south
will you reach in to me and pull me out
with your strong arms and hands
your arms and hands, your arms and hands

I hope that by now
you know enough of me
to be a little patient
when I'm unduly angry

and if I don't
come up for air
please don't mistake me
for a body that doesn't care

right now you're a ghost that I want to believe in
flipping lights on and off, hiding under my sheets
as I sleep the train moves quietly and you hold me
with your strong arms and hands
your arms and hands, your arms and hands
with your strong arms and hands
your arms and hands, your arms and hands

But I wake up to find
that it's all the same
that everything new
will disappear as steam
riding those faster particles

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I Have an Idea

C             Am          F                    C
I have got an idea of the things that we could do
    C             Am          G                   F
and I have got an idea of the things that I would say to you
        C             Am                   F      C               G
if you'd like I could write them down on a 3x5 in straight little lines
             C            Am                   G               F
and if you'd like I could sing them out at the top of my lungs every night

       C                              Am
as you sleep with your bruised little knees curled up
     F                  C        G
in a bed that's made of non-real stuff
     C                  Am
I'm awake, but still in yesterday
   F                      C     G
I  promise to you I'll be on my way
    E                     F                                    
i am traveling as fast as allowed
                 C  Am  F   C   G
sixty minutes an hour

I have got an idea of the things that we could be
and I have got an idea of how you might balance me
with your hands at the back of my head pulling out undue anxieties
with your hands on a fretted neck, playing such sweet little melodies

as I sleep with my long long legs curled up
in a bed that's made of non-real stuff
you're awake, but you're a day away
i promise to you I'll be on my way

i am traveling as fast as allowed, thirty six hundred seconds per hour

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Handful

there's a handful of words that I know
and they're growing, resentful, and overused
there's just a half-dozen ways to tie them together
now I'm stretching those strings, they are such very tired things

if you come home I'll learn how to talk
and we won't have to fight anymore, and
if you come home the rains will stop
and we won't have to fight anymore, and
if you come home I swear I'll stop
doing all those things that you hate so much, and
if you come home I'll learn to talk
I'll learn to talk, I'll learn

at least I'll try to learn
I promise that I'll try
I won't forget that promise
well, alright

if ever it was raining, it must be pouring
and our bodies, they must be, sewn up like shoes
if ever we're in bed we must be waiting, and watching
the city, as it's falling into

the red red red red
the red red red red
the red red red red
and blue

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Nicer Still

at  night when I'm
trying to clean up from the day
it's nice to turn on my stereo
and hear you sing

it's be nicer still if I could play with you
either way I admire the things you do

at work all day
I'm just trying to pass the hours
and I find myself humming
those melodies and songs of yours

it's be nicer still if we didn't have to work at all
but I guess I'm lucky just to have a job

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Use My Words

I think you're so
And you make me feel really
Normally I would just turn to jokes
Normally I would just turn away
But this time I'll use my words
And say
That you're so goddamn pretty
And you make me feel better
And you're so fucking smart
And you make life feel forgiving

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Penny Whistle

sunday morning I wake up at half past nine
my weekend's just starting
so far, it's alright
but then I remember

that dream I had
and the song you played
for me on borrowed pennywhistle
and it went

monday morning
well it's coming up fast
wish I didn't have work
wish I could just stay in bed
and sleep

wrapped up in sheets
pretend I have a lover
one who would sing to me, you sing  

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Know You’re Dead

Chords
e|----0----2----0----0----7----9----|
B|----3----3----0----0----7----9----|
G|----3----2----0----2----7----9----|
D|----3----0----3----2----5----7----|
A|----0----0----3----2----5----7----|
E|----x----x----2----0----0----0----|
      A    D    F#   E    D2   E2

       A
when I die
                      D
will you give my nitrogen
       F#
to the plants? I don't know
D2               E2            A
maybe they could use it when I die

                       D
will you set my bed on fire
    F#       D2    E2             A 
and smash my dirty out of tune guitar

A      E     F#     D2            E2
I will never get to know that I'm dead
A        E     F#     D2               E2
you will never get to know that you're dead

         A
when you die
                          D
I will use your bones for drumsticks
       F#        
play a song that
D2             E2                A
somebody could dance to when you die

                    D
will I finally feel free
F#
to travel to all those 
D2         E2                    A
places you didn't really want to see

A      E     F#     D2            E2
I will never get to know that I'm dead
A        E     F#     D2               E2
you will never get to know that you're dead
   A       E     F#     D2  E2           A
no we will never get to know that we are dead

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Rings So Fine

Well you
taste so sweet between my crooked yellow teeth
and in the
tips of my fingers a feeling of you sleeps
and in the
shell of my once niave but newfound mind
the thought of you rings so fine
the thought of you rings so fine
the thought of you rings so fine
And it doesn't take much
to remind me of your touch
soap in the air will
recall to me your hair
and with the slightest provocation
I, fall to my knees
as you wash over me
as you wash over me
as you wash over me
And I, I told you I would try
and I, I cannot tell a lie
And I know it will be some time
before you're in my arms
still I will gladly fall
a victim to your charms
a victim to your charms
a victim to your charms
Every morning when I wake, well
I make the same mistake:
I roll over try to sing "oh, hello you"
but I'm not the only one
yes, my bed is also blue
it was built for the weight of two
it was built for the weight of two
it was built for the weight of two
And every meal that I eat
adds to my bones no meat, and I am
finding myself constantly dry
but one of these days
I'll set a table for two
and I will dine with you
I said, I will dine with you
god damn, I will dine with you
And I, I told you I would try
and I, I cannot tell a lie
And I know it will be some time
before you're in my arms
still I will gladly fall
a victim to your charms
a victim to your charms
a victim to your charms
a victim to your charms

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Withering Sights

INTRO

Lying in bed with my eyes shut tight
I ask myself, what of these withering sights
a vision in advance of you and I
we are running to the sun
you've had a haircut and your smile is flashing
I turn towards you but I hear the sound of scratching
eyelash on pillow case and I am waking up alone
morning reminds me I am not yet home
I have to remind myself I am not yet home

CHORUS (guitar only)

so I go to school and I come home from work
I talk to you but I feel like a jerk 
when you're losing sleep on account
me and the curve of the earth
and it always lifts me to see your face
talking to you brings joy to this place
and I'm counting on you to help set my heart's pace
I owe you so many hours of time
if I could then I would give you mine

CHORUS:
so come and take them from me
these hours alone offer me nothing
and I will wait just a few years more
to come home
if it's you I'm heading toward

I'll come to see you and stay  for a week
some things will change but you stay so sweet
comfortably we will write our new routine
I'll face the pain of having to leave
the days we share are outnumbered it seems
airplanes and postage and phone calls
will fill in between
I owe you so many hours of time
and I do want to give you mine

CHORUS

OUTRO

capo 2
intro:
4x picking E chord
e|------------
b|--O---------
g|----1-Oh1---
d|----------2-
a|------------
e|-O-O-O---O--
2x picking A chord
e|----------
b|----------
g|----2---2-
d|----------
a|--O---O---
e|-O-O-O-O--
verse:
2x E A E
2x Gb A E
chorus:
A E A E B
A E Gb A E
outro:
A E Gb A E B
A E Gb A E-

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Ball of Fire

Chords
e|----2----0----2----3----5----|
B|----3----3----2----3----5----|
G|----2----0----2----4----6----|
D|----0----2----3----5----7----|
A|----0----2----3----5----7----|
E|----x----0----2----3----5----|
      D    E    F#   G    A    

melody
e|----2-3-2-0-0----|
B|----3-3-3-3-3----|
G|----2-2-2-2-2----|
D|----0-0-0-0-2----|
A|----0-0-0-0-0----|
E|----X-X-X-X-X----|

D(melody)x2

E               G                        D(melody)
the dog days of summer have finally come home
G            A           D(melody)
and there is sweat on my hands
G           A             F#             G
and I will learn to be an honest kind of man
        D              A                  D(melody)
if this incredible heat doesn't finish me first

E      G                   D(melody)
when I speak I may not say much
G             A                     D(melody)
that's not to say I have nothing to say
G         A    F#          G
only that I am deeply terrified
       D         A                           D(melody)
of the slip of my tongue that would push you away

E   D      G                      A 
but I will reach my arms into this ball of fire
E       D                     G     A
hope my hands don't douse the flame
E  D   G                      D
if you see the smoke continue rising higher
E D                     G    A
I hope you would do the same

D(melody)x2

E    G                  D(melody)
I am no stranger to denial
G     A                     D(melody)
and I trust you're familiar too
G              A                 F#                      G
the feeling of sinking alone is enough to weigh a person down
      D                       A                 D(melody)
but I firmly believe there is nothing we cannot do

E  D      G                      A
so I will reach my arms into this ball of fire
E       D                     G     A
hope my hands don't douse the flame
E  D   G                      D
if you see the smoke continue rising higher
E D                     G    A
I hope you would do the same

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